Sometimes you just have to laugh about all the horrible things that happen. Sometimes I have these doubts in my mind that all of this is even real. This is my blog and I'll cry if I want to, not that I'm in a crying mood cause I try not to blog when that happens :) BUT in this night, the one of march 10th, 2011 I got a phone call from my mother telling me, and I quote, "Don't ever call me again, find a new mother." I really wish this was one of those moments that I just turn around and laugh about, but this one hit me like a ton of metal super heroes that were defeated by some evil metal man (or something like that). I'll just say it, I'm thankful for the trials that the Lord gives me. I may not truly believe those words right at this moment, but hey I put it on the internet so hopefully that counts for something??? No, but really I KNOW that the Lord doesn't give me anything I can't handle-- when bad things happen what else are your opinions? If there's one thing that I want people to say about me when I die it's that I was always happy. I never want to be one of those people that blames the bad things that happen to them a reason of why they are the way they are. WHOAAA did that make sense? Even though most of you out there reading this have seen me at some of my worst moments, I hope you think of me as a happy person.
Anyways, mom if your out there- I love you, and I need you. Just like all daughters need and love their mothers. I need you in my life because well... your my mom. You'll always be my mom no matter what you do, I'm not going anywhere.
"Families can be together forever"